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On the Forbidden Letters - by Ieounas Urano
Truly amazing their knowledge about Alchemy. This is my reaction, and
parts of my personal experience. I would be very glad if you published it among
the responses to the "Forbidden letters". Maybe someone else are interested in a
person that can attest what is there written.
Ieounas Urano [nom de plume],
Letter 1 |
When I read the letters of the Paris 4 my reaction is that I finally and for
many years find something that make me very interested to stay and read more.
Paris 4: your letter reveals you have the true knowledge and at same time reveal
that other people know quite clearly about this. However very few are authentic
to this knowledge and even fewer practically follow. The Great Work requires
combination of character that is quite rare in these times.
A bit about me:
Since I was about 7 I was deeply interested in hidden parts of life. I had a
friend, a very close and special friend, that stimulated me, and in many ways we
talked about the real meaning of life and our fantasy and reasoning was very
creative and deep.
I started early with meditation. Being single I saved my seed (not knowing
then how important it was I didnít take to the usual way of waste) and exposed
my creative energy trough reading, art, music, innovations, writing etc. I also
meditated now and then, but never very much.
My key change and first introduction to Alchemy was trough a Gnostic group. I
later become an instructor of that movement, and instructed people about
meditation, spirituality, alchemy, how to save, transmute and use sexual energy,
etc. Many ideas there are true, but some are also mistaken as I look on it
However my fire started at Early June 2000. It culminated in July, but august
it suddenly run out of my body.
I can just add, that before this, I had made several practices, of
"circulating the light" inside my body. This I assume, formed the "stone"
together with a much closed vessel (I never emitted my seed).
I can just describe it as a great sexual spring rush. It was truly the "Bath
of Alchemy". Mays dew had already passed and spring was coming into my body. The
4 elements broke down and forcifully mixed to a thick black oil. I was awake
nights to follow the process. The "melt down of all ego" as I call it. On days
my spine become super erect, I walked like on clouds, and I had tremendous
energy. The right and left side of my body united and a large electromagnetic
field was around me. Some of my great friends was the great alchemists of
ancient, Sendivogius, Fulcanelli, Flamel, and many others. I had an instinctive
feeling of what text was true, and was not. My source was Adam Mcleans great
page about alchemy at levity.com. However, back to the process.. It culminated
in July and suddenly in August it all cracked. The serpent disappeared, the fire
was gone, but still I was burning. A friend was visiting me and he couldnít be
close to me since I was very hot. But "Hell" come to my life at that moment. I
sunk down without protection. I had REALLY to bite together and force myself of
walking and carrying on my life as usual. I decided not to see and doctor or
anything since I know this was a part of the process. It was the breakdown. I
lost my fire-energy but it was somewhere else to be prepared for some future.
During the following 9 months I had great heart ache, sucking sensations in my
brain, uncontrolled sexuality, and other unpleasant things. But I still carried
out my instruction as a Gnostic.
I tried to make myself understood to the Gnostic group but they didnít
understand my state. They thought it was just ordinary feelings that was part of
the way. So I decided to quite that and also since the way had become to much
concepts. I had already passed the state where you "burn all books", that is
leave all theories and intellectualism.
However the next year, 2001, the light come to me again. It was not fiery and
forceful as last time, after a dream, where I saw a fiery sword in seven stars
coming down from heaven, and a kind of lightbody come into me, and it was even
more powerful than summer before. I even has power over weather and I had to be
centered in a a great balance not to disrupt the great energy that surrounded
me. It lasted from May 7 2001 to about 18 august 2001, with peak in middle as
usual. Much to say about this all but I remain short.
Since that date I have been out of this light more or less. And felt like I
lost chakras, and feeling quite empty. But I know something is growing very
calmly and I donít wait for something fast and forceful as last time, but on the
steady new "Jerusalem". I cant tell you how thankful I am for your letters,
Paris 4. It made much consolation to me. However about, your "Gay man", I am
experiencing some of the same, and I understand this path, this sacrifice of
making us totally empty to transform us some day.
Ieounas Urano [nom de plume],
About transmutation of Energy in the human body and soul
This knowledge is the foundation of all real scientific, cultural, religious
and philosophical teachings. All of what has been known as the Alchemists, the
Gnostics, the Kabbalists, the Illuminatis, the Freemasons, etc., are people who benefited
from these truths and who gained a greater mastery over themselves and their
energy. And because of this they made monumental stamps in the history that
remains a riddle to the afterworld.
The ray of Truth cannot shine into a temple that is void of light, that is
in disorder ...
To be able to create the Light of Knowledge we have to know the real source of
all kind of spiritual Alchemy: Namely: the transmutation of grosser
energy to finer energies.
There are two factors involved in this:
1. Stop any leakage of energy.
2. Transform lower energy to higher. To die in the old structure and be reborn
to a new form.
The alchemists symbolized very clearly the "stopping of leakage"
as a chemical glass vessel. Often we see one vessel and a longer neck. Noone,
no matter how much spiritual practice, no matter how much amount of meditations,
benevolent acts, refined manners, etc., can gain progress if they don't preserve
the energy, if they don't stop the leak.
Leaks are at many levels ranging from the physical to the emotional, to the
mental, to the will and all up to the intuitive and spiritual levels.
The first leak is when a man emits his semen. With this kind of leak no
energy are able to transform upwards since all is wasted at the root. The
alchemists clearly symbolized this by many kindled pictures, like vessels resembling
the male organ, etc.
Are we safe there? No way. A second leak (both men and women) is when we
engage in sexual fantasies especially of pornographic nature, or when we
think about others in possessive way. Yes even when we send love in selfish
ways. What happen is that, even if we save our seed, we will waste emotional and
sexual energy trough these fantasies so this is example when energy are lost on
a vital, emotional and mental plane.
Here also are a lesson about the invisible cords forming between persons
especially when desire and love is involved. These cords acts as vampires to our
energy and must not be given attention to. It can be erased by a Higher Law, by
attending to Spiritual Practices, by changing to a higher level of being.
Are we safe now? Not by any means. We have all a habitual way of not
focusing in the present, of the now. In these ways people are always
thinking of their plans, of past, but never totally focused. This means
leakage of mental energy.
Right form of meditation is a technique or therapy where we can overcome
these vital, emotional and mental leaks. While sitting in full self-awareness we
pay attention to our inner space or of some particular point of concentration.
Such a practice, one hour in evening / night and one hour in early morning will
not take anything from our daily lives, might steal some time from our sleep,
but on the whole we will win, since our sleep will be better even shorter, and
our health will improve.
Lets take an analogy of saving money. To stop the leak at the root is the
same as not wasting our salary immediately when we get it. To stop the mental
leaks is to save enough to live very energetic and happy AND at the same time
have some money over every month! These money will be taken up, to our
"Divine Mother" the mistress of our Soul Energy and Caretaker of our
Soul Bodies in the same manner as our physical mother took care of our physical
So if we are now on this level, we are already progressing well.
However it is known to the alchemists that energy never transform without
a strong catalysts of some kind. The wise have somewhat different opinions
of the nature of this catalyst, and sometimes disagrees if it is only one way or
many possible. I will not go into that debate here. However if we continue to
study the wise alchemists, the Fathers of the Freemasons that were some of the
important Fathers of Modern Culture, Civilization, great Architecture, we will
see that they subtly shows that it is a DUAL matter.
When sun and moon meets in a union, a third is created: The Mercury of the
Wise, the element that is later to be transformed to Spirit Energy (or Gold). So
when Female and Male energy mixes, it creates a chemical meltdown that will
transform our interior and build up something new in its place if it is attended
to with care and precaution.
Often this catalysts of the opposite energy is a real being of opposite sex.
However it don't need to be. It can be a spiritual being helping us with
this, as in the case of the Tibetan Saint and Master Milarepa.
We must always
know that we have both feminine and masculine sides in ourselves and when
these two sides combine, we form the Alchemical Hemaphrodite, a terribly
powerful Being that embodies a balance point of energy between and pillar
from heaven to hell.
I will not write more at this moment. But if there would be any interest I
can write a continuation of this.
Ieounas Urano [nom de plume],